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Hi, Melancholic Shinon here! It's been a few exhausting days, despite doing very little. I mean, I want to work hard, but I just cannot. I take it easy, as much as I can. At least for work. I have been trying to be more produtive, I cleaned and all those things. I have even streamed a lot! Which, I need to keep doing. I don't do well when it comes to making shorts or video editing. So I gotta do other things! I was thinking on making a whole neocities page dedicated to my Vtuber profile!

But I'm glad I've managed to keep it up! Look, look, I changed a bit of the OG design. Don't I look like such a handsome fella? Or a beautiful lass?

That aside, work, work!! My niece is currently at home so I can't take a shower, which I wanted to do before sitting down for work. I want to use a bit of the money to perhaps pay someone to grab shorts from VODs. I don't care much about it and it doesn't interest me to learn, if I'm honest... Which is rather uncommon from me! I love learning new things, but I don't seem to care much about this... But I saw from another video the idea of using art and other things to share with fans! Like downloadable wallpapers and so! Which sounds super fun! So that's a good start! I gotta work hard before my semester starts! I still don't get the Tilt test done, but I'm quite scared... - Ah! I had a therapy appointment today, and I totally forgot!! So that sucks lolllll

What else.... Ah, at least emotionally it's been quite comfortable. I should design a mascot for the channel...! Yes, yes. I have an old design I got for a Secret Santa I can work in. And I have continued my manga, too! That's it, Shinon out!

Melancholic Cinno here once again! Well, I have been grabbing back the name Nou'Shien, and thus being... Shinonimo? Alas, I have recovered my laptop, I am most happy! Finally I can be more functional while staying in bed, which is a lot of help for me. I cannot sit for long times on chairs anymore, so this is lifesaving wwww

I've been streaming a good bunch lately, which is nice! I hope to make it a seamless habit that I can just do whenever, like drawing. Like that, I'll be able to stream even when I'm tired after class... Or so I hope. My energy is constantly changing, after all. I'm still thinking of a name for my watchers... Nimos? Wanderers? Cloud puffs? Dandelions? We'll figure it out!

The rain has stopped, but I don't have enough time to travel... This week I have to neuter my cat, and after that... I'll have to get the Tilt test done... I'm quite scared about it- It's considered traumatic and torture for many people... But alas, on better news, I got a job! Another animation project, it's been years by now. Quite the timing. I dislike working, but I like money! That's it, Shinon out!

Hi, hello! Melancholic Cinno here! I feel quite meditative today, I wonder what to do... I notice I'm quite content with the bare minimun in terms of anything, and in that sense, there is very little motivation to be more than that. Due to that, it's hard to be innovative even just for fun. But I have been writing more of my manga at least!

I finished To your Eternity, it was really good. At the end mostly, since I do have a lot of mixed thoughts about the modern and future arcs, but the end made me remember why I loved the series to start.

It's been raining a lot, a lot for sure... Historical rains in fact. Isn't that surprising? Climate change will hit everywhere, but it has been hitting the extremes for a long long while - yet since they are mostly lost land and POC land, why whould anyone care, I guess... Ah... That aside, I really want to travel. I want to travel so bad... But the weather is a mess, we are in a bit of an emergency situation. I'm grateful and so lucky to be in a house made of solid material and relatively new, so nothing so far has truly happened. Cinno out!

Ah, hello! I managed to get a good final grade! I am really trying my best to get that scholarship!! GRrrrrr Europe get readyyy - altho I still have three semesters, one is already on the bag!

I was reading Odayaka Kizoku, so I got motivated to continue the manga I was drawing... But I want to redesign the main character a little... And I need to think of a better plot, since the chapter I have works more like a one-shot to catch the vibe than an actual story! MMnh I'll think about it! For now I'll focus on finishing to read To your Eternity, apparently it's over? Waos!

I'm also working in an about page! Cinno out!

I have been wondering if I should start a comic... I have a sort of manga draft of one chapter, and at least two comic ideas - Should I go cyberpunk, dreamy travels, or healer fantasy? I'm craving everything all the time and struggle to commit, y'kno? Grrrr there is so much to do! I wanna pick one to start... Maybe the manga since it's the most advanced one!

Also, my semester just finished, I passed all my classes! Be proud of me! I did so well, I'm amazed frfr, got many perfect grades. I so hope this continues so I can get the scholarship I've wanted for years, the one that allows me one semester abroad!

Cinno out!

Cyberpunk has been dragging me by the neck... Which means Ribbon is fronting a lot more, and she totally will try and practice parkour again...! I'm not ready to break something wwwww Last week of this semester, can't wait to finish!

I totally forgot I had this blog alas - I'm trying out stuff, so I hope I can get this worked in That aside, I'm totally rocking this semester, finishing some classes with a perfect score even, isn't that awesome?

Lately I'm obsessed with Levitation by Tatsuya Kitani, it's just so good! It makes me feel like I'm floating in the night sky... All alone at 3 am, wandering in places were the only soul is me and stray cats. It's the ED for the Needy Streamer Overload anime, which is just so good! My kinnie fr but I actually like Kache the most. She's the most normal person of the bunch and she changed so much in so little time, it makes me kind of proud of her. Also she's so pretty. Uhhh I also have been enjoying politics and reading as it involves my major, of course. Been getting radicalized lately, which has been pretty fun! Well, I had to change majors due to disability. I wasn't aware of it before our first hospital internship, and it totally ruined me. Now I moved to an English education major, and I have been kicking ass!

I also adopted a kitten! She's called Interior Cocodrile Alligator, so I call her Coco. She's a white kitty with some grey stripped spots. She's like, super playful and cute! Due to being too young when she lost her mom, she ended up staying tiny sadly, but she's a healthy dork :)

I'm still working on commissions for now, perhaps if I find the peace of mind to do it, I will work on a comic or something... I'm so thankful I have this skill to express myself, so I want to do great things! Thank you!

I did not get the job - and classes have started! I keep looking ahhhhhhhhhhh!!! I want money!! Give me money!!!!! Grrrr!!!

Trying to apply for a job, even if it's McDonalds. I need the extra money!! I need to suit and gear up!!

My cat, who had been sick for a while, weakened a lot last night. He's now resting forever, and I have his urn near me. I keep tearing up, I miss him so much. I miss him so, so much. He was my son, my baby. He wasn't supposed to die, it was like a part of me is missing now. I miss him so much. But we will be okay. I know he's not in pain anymore, he's resting, and he was as loved as he could be.

I have been trying to study the bases of Taoism lately, but it is complicated. I understand dettachment a little bit more now, but "not doing" is quite complicated to get a practical grasp of! That aside, DnD has been fun! I'll start my classes in about two weeks, quite excited!! Did you know I study nursing? :3 I love it tons!!

Yesterday I was my first sesh with a new DnD group and it was super fun! :3 Now I gotta do my best to keep up with everything! I was gonna go hiking but I completely forgot wwww That aside, I tried tomato sauce with an add on of sugar and a stir fry sauce and it was super good?? I'm so happy I did it, I totes gotta cook it more!

Valentines is coming close, and I joined in on a Love or hate stream!! Uwahh nervous www It's been a while since I last streamed anyways, so it's gonna be tons of fun! I keep taking long long naps in the evenings and I don't know yet what to do with my days, but I have been looking for work! I want money!!

Working on fanfics once again! That feels refreshing! It was my brother's bday the other day, so we celebrated with a big breakfast!! Very filling! I don't recommend pizza for breakfast, uhuuuu. That aside, getting up on planning the comic, but it's a WIP so it's a secret!! :3

Starting up the blog, giving it a try as a sort of online diary! I personally don't have much of a goal with this more than being able to connect all my ideas and thoughts from all the different things I do lol Let's hope it works well! Things like daily affirmations and so! Perhaps? Let's see what we can get done!